ANOTHER New Video (: ❆Vlogmas day 3! ❆ - Playing Heads Up!

Double the video posts today since it didn't completely upload in time for a post last night. I'm soooo tired. 

Cheers! x

New Video (: ❆Vlogmas day 2! ❆

Cheers! x (sorry for posting only videos. I'm exhausted.)

Happy December! // Explaining Vlogmas (bonus video)

Happy December, everyone! Ahhh, it's finally December (thank goodness, because 2013 has been crazy)!

This is going to be a short post because I am running late this morning. BUT! Just wanted to announce that I'm going to be participating in Vlogmas this month. Basically, vlogmas is where you blog/vlog everyday until Christmas. This might be interesting.

Since I'm technically starting the vlog filming today, I decided to make my 50 questions tag public!

Enjoy. Cheers! x

I want some spinach and artichoke dip.

See what happens when I make promises? Haha, but I haven't completely abandoned my blog again, so have no fear!

I'm supposed to be doing my online math homework, but my teacher has yet to email me back as to what the login information is sooooooooo now I'm sitting in this luxurious BMW service department lounge waiting for Maxwell (my car) to be done with his check up. *prays* PLEEEEEASE DON'T LET ANYTHING EXPENSIVE BE WRONG WITH THIS CAR. Meh.

Anyways, I don't really remember where I left off with my life, so allow me to reread my last few posts.....

*Jeopardy Song*


Oh man. And major update starts now:


I'm completely out of that Godforsaken boot! In fact, I've been catching up on my running and it feels so good. The only weird thing about restrengthening my left leg is that because I'm mostly running, my legs have been getting more lean and not bigger and muscular like they were before. I mean, I can't complain. But it's just odd. And I have no butt. Well, I have a butt. But no me gusta. It must get bigger. So, I've been trying to eat every sort of cake in sight. Cake, I've found, helps my butt get bigger. Awesome. Plus, I guess I've lost 6 pounds since my accident. I'm guessing this is because I've lost all the muscle in my left leg. This has also lead me to eating everything in sight. I remember a time when I used to wish that I would get to the point where I would have to eat everything in order to gain weight quickly. But now that I'm at that point (kinda), this is my face: -___________________-
Why is it so difficult?! I can't complain. I love food. I just want my butt to be bigger. If anyone reading this has any suggestions as to specific workouts or tips that can help a sista speed up the process, let me know :)

I also got myself a new ride! His name is Maxwell and he's a black BMW 330xi. Pretty slick. I just hope the leak he probably has isn't too difficult or pricey to fix.

I have also rediscovered my hate for group projects. Especially ONLINE group projects.

I'm back and work, and better than ever. I absolutely love my job and the people I work with. I suppose it's weird to come across people that like their job so much. But I do! Heh. However, I think I need to start looking for another, even though I probably shouldn't because I don't think I really have time for two right now. I'm just really tired of being broke. I wish that it would rain hundred dollar bills right now. It doesn't even have to rain for that long. Maybe just ten minutes.

Meh, I'm so tired and I feel like this post is all over the place.

One last thing.....


AMERICAN HORROR STORY TONIGHT UGH YES GIVE ME EVAN PETERS FOREVER YES AND JESSICA LANGE


that is all. <3 p="">

Meow

I'm a liar. I said I'd have a video up and that I would blog everyday, and noooooooow what's happened??

But have no fear! I'm not far behind on this. I have the video uploaded on private so all I need to do is edit the description and make it live. Maybe that'll be done tomorrow. I feel like the more I put it off, the more I'm going to think about how ridiculous I am in the video. But really, what do I care! I enjoy making and editing videos, and if I plan on getting back into the groove of things, I can't be a sissy about things like this. Another reason I haven't been posting vlogs and such is because I'm still stuck in these glasses. Fingers crossed, I get my contacts tomorrow morning. I really hope so.

I think the main reason why I've been so iffy about writing blogs or talking to a lot of people this past week is because I've recently had this idea that if I do anything wrong (even in the smallest of ways), I'm going to jinx myself. I constantly feel like I'm walking on eggshells while I'm making decisions so as to avoid anything going wrong.  With every step forward, I feel like I'm also taking two steps back. All I can do at this point is continue praying that things are happening for a reason and what's meant to happen will happen. I'm being tested and I intend on passing this test with flying colors.

On a much lighter note, I started walking without my boot today. It may not seem like much, but being able to walk from my bed to the kitchen and all around my house made me kinda emotional this morning. When I walk my ankle gets a little stiff after a while and the muscles in my leg get tired really easily since all of the muscle is gone, but I can't complain one bit. I'm proud of myself for pushing to get better, but I'm even more proud of the fact that I didn't push myself too quickly. I tend to rush things (especially healing during injuries) because I like to get things done so I don't miss out on anything. But during this healing process, I've really taught myself how to take it easy and just take all the time I need to completely heal.


I really hope things continue going uphill from here.

Hmm...

Trying to stay positive even when I'm at my breaking point. And that's what's important....right?

Elk Grove. I'm in you.

If you don't know of Elk Grove, look it up. It's my home town and it hasn't changed a bit. Except the high schoolers are looking way younger and wearing less clothes. Actually, I take that back. I wore less clothes.

GOOOODNIGHT!! xo