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I enjoy sunny days and long drives. This blog is basically 365 days (more or less) of whatever's on my mind.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Spartan Spirit!!!

WE WON THE TALENT SHOW! :] my goodness that was fun. everyone that performed tonight was ABSOLUTELY amazing and i wish we all could've won

i also wanna say i love nic and emilio

tournament tomorrow<3

Hey, haven't I seen you on my banana?

A new video i made with Emilio. I figured this vid would make up for the two days i haven't posted.




Days without: 3

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Wednesday

It's wednesday and i FORGOT to post yesterday. :[ no one probably reads my blogs so this is kinda for my own sake. I'm trying this new thing where i start something and i promise myself to finish it.

anywayssssss, i don't remember too much of yesterday. i remember it was cold and it rained. and i had chinese food for lunch and it was good. i got 4 hours of sleep.
today, the weather was gorgeous and i had fun in dance.

there's just one thing that i've noticed that i do alot everyday. every few minutes or so i stop and zone out. i begin thinking about everything that's going on, whether it's good or bad. recently, though, i've been focusing on one thing that bothers me. it gives me that empty feeling in my chest and makes my stomach turn a little. it's something i shouldn't try to change, but rather, let take it's own course. whatever happens in this situation happens and i know that i've tried my best in the past to fix it.
but i'm tired of fixing things and i'm tired of being the only one who seems to care if it gets fixed or not.
i want to focus on good things. there are many good things happening in my life right now but it's all forgotten in those few moments when i remember that there's a burden over my shoulder.


tomorrow's a new day, and i'm going to take advantage of it.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Frown Face

Today was pointless, in my opinion. (Other than second period, i had fun then.)

there's something missing. i know what it is, and i plan on taking care of it soon. i need to take care of it. i need to stop being a sissy and stand up for myself. easier said than done, i think.

anyways, today was dumb. it was freezing, it rained, and things just aren't working out the way i planned.
i feel like maci on teen mom. except no baby. lol

i just wanna take a loooooong nap, and when i wake up, i want things to be fixed.
....i wish.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Just a Shortie...

i think i'm slipping away from the old me. idk if it's good or not. it's good because everything around me is changing, and i suppose it's good to adapt sometimes.
but it's bad because things i used to like don't interest me at all anymore. things i never thought i'd want to let go of. i dont know.

nice to have known you, but I'm Marcia-Ann.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Well First of All...

It's a Saturday and I find myself laying in bed, listening to Ke$ha and writing this blog. Usually, i would be annoyed that I haven't made plans by now. However, I'm actually glad that I don't have to go out somewhere. I'll probably end up going to the mall with my mom or something though haha.

ANYWAYS, i meant to make this blog to post ideas and stuff that I can't (or just don't have the patience) to post in a video on YouTube.

PS, i have a video bar on the right side of my page. click on any video and watch :]
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Here's what I think about YouTube and blogs such as this one:
YouTube definitely puts you out into the public and allows more people to view you. And I do agree that it's more entertaining. But it just takes so much dang time to film a video, edit it, make sure it's under 10 minutes (if you list yourself as a 'YouTuber'), then wait 2983742 minutes to upload it, figure out it didn't load correctly, upload it again, then wait for it to publish.
Buuuuut, i'm going to be making videos on YouTube to correspond with blogs I'll post, especially for reviews and how-to's.


ANYWAYS, hahaha. The reason i made this blog was for the purpose of having a break from the busy life i have at the moment. I have school, dance, volleyball, and soon, the school musical. I'm excited about all of it except i'm not too sure how I'm going to manage doing all of them at the same time, especially since some of them run at the same time as the other ones. :/ YIKES, right? I think i can do it. Pray for me, lol.

Well, i'm getting hungry and I'm sure plans are going to be made for me very soon, so that's all for now. If i end up buying that new CoverGirl concealer from Rite Aid today, then i'll probably post later today or tomorrow.

xo, marcia-ann