HAHA, is this real life?

WOW! Haha, so I came onto blogger to make a new blog to go along with my "revamped" YouTube channel and ended up finding this bad boy.

I contemplated making a whole new blog, so that I could keep the old posts to myself, but I think that it wouldn't be fair to pretend that 16-year old Marcia didn't happen.

So here we are! Due to all of the Tom Foolery surrounding my life lately, I have had to put some of my life on hold and focus on my health. Bleh. I hate being stuck at home. But I can't wait any longer! I've been so antsy, sitting at home alone doing nothing that I HAD to film something. And I did! I filmed my first new video yesterday afternoon. It felt really odd talking to a camera again, and I found myself having a lot of "um's"and awkward silences. Watching back the film made me even more nervous. How was I going to edit this and make it not look like complete rubbish?!

I decided to brush all this off and start editing. I mean, I haven't done this in a good while so I shouldn't feel so pessimistic about how things will turn out. As of right now, I'm about a quarter of the way into editing the video and it's actually not too shabby! I forgot how much time and effort goes into editing your own videos from home. But I think it's pretty relaxing!



ANYWAYS...
I feel like I need to make a pact with myself that I will do everything I can to make a post everyday (like it says in my about me). It's gonna be difficult, and no one will probably read anything I write, but it just feels rewarding to know that I've actually committed to doing something. This goes for the YouTube thing, too. Chances are I won't get many views at all. But it's the thought and effort that count, right? Not like I have other important things to do, anyways.

Sooooooooooo yeah! That's all I really have to say about that. Going back to editing, I suppose.




Byeeeeeeeeeee